A Tall Girl Can't Look Back On Memories That Never Happened
by Hannah
(WA)
Two and a half weeks ago I graduated from high school. I was voted most outstanding student, prom queen, and student speaker at graduation. None the less, I still received my diploma without ever having my first kiss.
There's this kid I met about a month ago who's tall, cute, funny...I've tried making some moves that have lead to nothing. I just don't understand! All the time people tell me I'm beautiful, that I should consider modeling -- I have long blond hair, I'm not overweight, and although they aren't huge, I have boobs. What else is a guy looking for?
My friends assure me it has nothing to do with my height. I hope to God that they are incredibly mistaken. If it has nothing to do with my height, then that means that something else is wrong with me, and I actually like who I've become and have no desire to change. That's the worst part I believe: all the time people are telling me that I'm artistic, athletic, amazing. All the guys "love Hannah!" but no one actually like-likes me. It's so hard to listen to my friends' boy drama when I have absolutely none in my life. I wish a boy would see me for the person I am and be attracted to me. I want to leave my home town with my first kiss.